Go inside and listen to your body, because your body will never lie to you. Your mind will play tricks, but the way you feel in your heart, in your guts, is the truth.
I don't get why girls find you attractive. First off, you have too much acne on your forehead, you're way too skinny and need to go to the gym and buff up, you hair is too bleached unnatural looking fried and gross, your teeth are yellow, so over all you're just gross. I've seen you in person too....even worse in person than your pictures. Barf.