I’ve been blessed to have been truly loved by three different men in my life, and one who I believe really thought he was in love with me.
So how is it I can feel this alone?
Sometimes I really, really hate you. I hate how you got away with all of this without a scratch. I hate how she never knew so you never had to deal with any blame. I hate how I’m the girl in the situation, so to the world, I must be the one at fault. I hate how all of a sudden you’re the one walking away so now I’m left to deal with the helplessness.
I don’t know what to do except hate you.
I want to be with my boyfriend every second of every day. When I’m mad, sad, happy, crying, laughing.. anything. I need him to be there. And that is how I know he’s it.
I love that you have the audacity to criticize me and say “All my friends are in high school.” when you’re suggesting double-dating with the same two people I’m friends with.
my boyfriend wants me to get a superhero costume with him for his friend’s halloween party but i’m too insecure with my body to convince myself to go. lolz.